January 2012
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Spending New Years singing NFG, Joyce Manor, Blink 182, The Wonder Years, Saves the Day, and Handguns with my little sister and drinking with my older sister and dad.
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We let the years pass and shatter us like glass. We let our ships crash against the banks of our regret. It’s not that I can’t grasp all of the things we let collapse, I just wonder what’s the sense in looking back ‘Cause I don’t think there’s something I would trade for the food stamps and the rent we barely make. So maybe I’m fucking up, but that’s a chance I’m going to take. I’m...
December 2011
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Try to understand there’s an old mistake that fools will make And I’m the king of them, pushing everything that’s good away Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) Wont you hold me now (For you I rise, for you I fall)
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hannah’s driving. i threw up out the backseat window. white was a bad colour to wear today. i haven’t eaten in like 2 weeks. everything sucks.
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Always think we get more time, now flying through the air, maybe living, maybe dying. In this motor crash, it’s you who comes to mind. Don’t we always wish had more time
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I need to get back to painting again.
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Feel like every chance to leave is another chance I should have took. Every minute is a mile. I’ve never felt so hollow. I’m an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles.
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gaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
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Though my face has changed , you know it’s me. You know by the stillness in my eyes. Come and whisper in my ear “You’re very pretty, dear,” and “It’ll be alright.” You’re lying. But I don’t mind tonight So I wander and I wander, your absence beating inside my chest. I try but I can’t remember the color of your eyes -just the shape of your...
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She’s the silver coin I lost, I’m the sheep who slipped away. We pray with fingers crossed but you listen patiently anyway. I wrote a little song for you with a melody I’d borrowed put to words that didn’t rhyme, to repeat what you already knew, as the stones thrown at your window tapped in syncopation. You kept a distance out of fear you’d break, but what’s...
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i ran into ashley’s mom at the mall.
it was the weirdest thing in the whole world.
I didn’t notice her, i just heard her say “well I never thought I’d see your face again” and I was like uhhhhhhhhhhh.
fuck.
There was this weird bitterness in her tone. despite it being nearly 2 or so years since I’ve spoken to her daughter.
We didn’t really talk...
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She's so important, and I'm so retarded.
I hate how bummed I get around Christmas time.
I hate working during this time.
I only like being home with Braylon and that’s it.
I hate how my mom isn’t here this year.
It’s not the same without her.
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I don't want to go to work today
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